Tatsumi Girl

I know TES Fest was over a month ago, but I’m only now able to put my thoughts together. This entry discusses a number very personal subjects so you’ll have the click to continue reading…

I’ve wanted to play with Lady Black Widow and Sir Stephen since hanging out with them during TES Fest 2003 in a NYC hotel. In addition to her stunning good looks, her down-to-earth personality and quirky sense of humor really struck me. I knew she was someone worth getting to know. He was mostly quiet and smiling while we all smoked our cigarettes in the back hallway in between working our shifts and running off to whatever duties we had to attend to. Near the end of the event, she gave me thier e-mail addresses on blue-lined paper (which I still have) but I never followed up. I felt silly writing to them without anything specific to say. I guess it was mostly my nerves. Who knew I could be shy?!

When this TES Fest came around and I saw that she remembered me, I was determined not to let another opportunity pass me by. After getting Daddy’s okay, I went out of my way to flirt a lot and let it be known I was interested and available to play. She flirted back and asked me to meet her for a negotiation session after the Pony Training class. Of course, the class ran a little over and Daddy wanted to go get dinner a little early so I had to cancel our meeting. I tried not to be too disappointed and was prepared to let it go for the weekend when fate interviened by placing us all in the hotel lobby later that night. Daddy got to meet them both and we got to talk about what I can and can’t do. Now, I have basically no experience in this kind of negotiation stuff so I didn’t quite know what to say but she was really great and helped me think about what I wanted. Overall, I think I managed okay and we set a date for the following night.

All the next day I could feel the anxiety rising in my chest. Daddy almost clocked me one for rushing him at the convention center after dinner. I had less than 2 hours to go to the hotel and shower before I getting dressed and returning to the convention center for our ‘date’ and I was a tad-bit pushy about the time. Luckily, I kept my head so he didn’t have to kill me. Unfortunately, I had worked myself into such a frenzied state that by the time I was ready to get into the shower, I had a full on panic attack (I was convinced that I was somehow going to embarrass us all and that this scene was going to be the end of my world as I knew it. Blech!) and had to take half a Xanax just to finish get dressed. Kimi was really sweet and offered to watch over me to make sure nothing horrific happened. Daddy said that was a good idea and after some reassuring words we left him to get some sleep in the hotel and drove over to the convention center.

I’m not sure about the details of the next bit … I know Kimi went to check on the security volunteers while I waited for Lady Black Widow and Sir Stephen in front of Frazier’s bus. And I know Lady Black Widow looked amazing. She placed a blindfold over my eyes and the room got a little more distant. I was immediately able to forget where I was and focus on them and on me. I think she helped me out of my clothes but maybe I just took them off. I’m pretty sure I wore my ankle and wrist cuffs from the hotel. Standing under a large wooden frame on a large plush mat in only leathers and a black thong, I remember telling her my panties were disposable. She laughed and ripped them from my body. I yelped with delight and felt a huge grin spread across my face. He took my hands and put ropes thru the D-rings on the cuffs. I couldn’t stop smiling. I reached for them (when they got close enough) with my hands, legs and mouth. S/He pulled on the ropes from my wrists and my hands went up - they had rigged some kind of pulley system. I was intent on sucking the smoke from his lungs and the skin from his fingers. Her skin was so smooth and sweet tasting. I wanted to run my fingers thru her gorgeous hair, graze my teeth on the back of her neck and feel her hips under my palms. Instead I felt her hand slap into my clit. Grunting and screaming, I bucked into her palm as it pounded into my throbbing clit. Orgasm came easy. I was tad worried they’d be hardasses about not asking to cum but they seemed okay with it because I then got her knee to rub on. At some point Kimi came over and let me know she was going to be nearby. I had forgotten I was nervous and asked her to babysit me. All that seemed so silly now. I wanted to tell Kimi that she didn’t need to stay but I couldn’t quite get the words out. Words weren’t cooperating with me very much. Grunts were about all I could muster. I mentally shrugged and prepared to turn my attention back to the wonderful feelings my nerve endings were transmitting when I felt the flogger hit. I think I might have laughed. It was perfect. I didn’t know who it was or where it was going to hit or how hard or why or when or anything and I couldn’t stop smiling. When she picked me up again I cried out with delight. She bit me and I sighed. She punched me and groaned. All the while I smiled and laughed and begged for more with my body language. S/He punched my chest and rocked me backwards. I grasped at the ropes and grinned wider. S/He punched my upper back and I rocked forward. Someone lifted me again and left me leaning far forward. More hits from the flogger, more punches, more teeth (I had the bruises for a week) and still I couldn’t stop smiling, couldn’t stop wanting more. He picked me up again and I threw my legs around his waist and laughed with pure glee. I was a little kid on a jungle gym, a rag doll being tossed between tussling siblings, a chew toy, a sex toy, pure heat and animal passion. I tried to swallow his fingers while she made me cum again and again. I felt her gorgeous curly red hair on my inner thighs - I’ll never forget that sensation. A sharp blade scraped my skin and I tried not to push myself onto it. It called to me, beckoned my blood, but she knew how much pressure to apply and when to back off. I had no sense of time passing. I could have stayed there for days. Pure freedom, joy, bliss, happiness - what else could a greedy slut ask for?

They started taking me down. The blindfold was the last thing to come off. It was a real shock to see everything was pretty much as I left it albeit a bit brighter. I felt a little embarrassed seeing Kimi sitting roughly in front of us between the frame and the bus but she didn’t seem upset so I decided not to let it bum me out and turned my attention to my tops. Lady Black Widow went to freshen up while Sir Stephen gathered the ropes. When I thanked him, Sir Stephen said he hoped they were able to take me where I wanted to go. Seeing as I didn’t know where I wanted to go, I was a bit confused by that comment. He told me to check in with my Daddy so I called and told him I was done. Daddy told me to come back to the hotel when I was ready.
I gathered up my stuff into a pile and asked if there was anything I could to help. (After a scene, I usually feel a bit guilty and somewhat overly thankful. I want to make sure that I’m not the only one who had a good time - that it wasn’t all one-sided - that I wasn’t a burden) He was finishing up with the ropes and said he was surprised she used the sharp knife. I felt honoured. I asked if there was anything I could get him, like soda or water, but he said there wasn’t anything. I must have looked crushed because he then said I could get her some water from the snack table. You never saw a girl move so quick! When she returned, Lady Black Widow asked me if I was okay. I nodded and asked her the same. We sat on the padding under the frame and she let me rub her feet while she drank her water. After a few minutes, she told me she wanted to put me in her pocket and take me home with them so I should probably go on back to my Daddy. I was a little sad to leave them but I was eager to tell Daddy all about the good time I just had so I gave them a big smile and hugs before getting my stuff and running on back to Daddy.

Now, I don’t know if I got the order of events correct and I can’t be sure who did what but I don’t think that’s the important stuff. I think the important stuff was the emotional impact of the truly wonderful experience for me.