Daddy doesn’t have too many restrictions for me when it comes to playing with other people because the only people I usually play with are either part of our leather-family or pretty close friends. But for camp I was going to be around, and perhaps available to, a whole lot of new-to-us folks so he had to come up with some ground rules. I think this might be my first ever limits list. Continue reading ’sex camp limits’
Monthly Archive for September, 2006
Death sucks. Continue reading ’sadness continued’
You may have noticed I was at home yesterday, not in NYC with DaddyDavid as was previously posted. It seems that one of my great-aunts is a lot more ill than I can originally thought so I decided to stay close to home while my Mom talked to her cousins throughout the day. Today, I’m going with my Mom to visit her aunt and cousins out on Long Island. I don’t expect we’ll be home before dark. This is the only draw-back to having a large family - more people to love and loose.
Sorry I haven’t written in the past few days… I’ve been a busy bee! Continue reading ‘Go Go Go’
I was recently asked about what I use to get off. My immediate response was, I don’t masterbate so I don’t use anything. While that’s true, it’s also a defensive remark that doesn’t supply the requested information. So I’ve thought about it some and here’s what I’ve come up with… Continue reading ‘Masterbation Material’
Well, this is part one anyway. I’ll have to finish part two after dinner tonight. Comments are welcome and appreciated. Continue reading ‘what I did on my summer vacation at sex camp’
So, Soulhuntre and I are having incredibly wonderful, intense anal sex in my bedroom late this morning before he heads home and just as I’m finishing one hell of an orgasm, I hear my Mother’s frantic yell up the stairs “Are you okay? What are you doing?” Continue reading ‘“Busy!”’
I had a good time and even won an award for best newbie - meaning new camper, not new to the scene, but still very funny because I don’t often get to be a newbie anymore since I’ve kinda ‘been there, done that’ for a whole lot of things.Â
For those that wondered, I was homesick but I managed to get thru the whole time without any meltdowns or personal drama. (Yeah, me!) I promise a full report is coming, but not tonight. All I want to do tonight is scrub the grime off my skin and crawl into my big, fluffy feather bed with my cats so I can sleeeeeeep.
Last night, I was awarded a two-year seat on TES’ Board of Directors. What have I gotten myself into?! Seriously, I’ve got some big ideas (including a total revamp of Prometheus Magazine) but all of it will have to wait until I return from camp next week. I’m leaving in a few minutes and won’t return until Monday. See ya!
A few weeks ago my doctor refused to renew my Xanax refill and instead insisted on an appointment. I understand that my chill-pills can be habit forming and I’m terrified of becoming addicted to one more substance but I’m even more scared of being without mood-altering help. During my check-up I told my doc that I was doing pretty well and that I typically only used the pills to fall asleep these days. Of course, I said, I am also unemployed right now so my work-stress is at an all-time low but I doubt it will stay that way once I find a new position. My doc suggested switching to real sleeping pills and cutting the chill-pills from my diet alltogether. At the time, I thought it was a great idea. I thought it meant I was making progress with my self-regulating attempts and that this was a graduation of sorts. Now, I’m just scared. It’s been 5 days (not long, I know) and my dreams have been very lucid and rather nasty. Not one nice dream among the bunch. Plus I’m all groggy in the morning - more groggy than usual - and my jaw is killing me so Im obviously grinding and clenching my teeth throughout the night. How long do I have to wait until I call the experiment failed and beg for my happy-pills back? What do I do if my doc won’t give them to me? I don’t want to be some kind of crazed junkie doctor-hopping to get her next fix but I’m not sure what the other options mght be. Then again, this could just be my regular menstral-related monthly freakout and I’ll feel much better in a few days. Ugh, I sure hope it’s that. Blech!!!