The new job is pretty good so far. They’re sending me on a business trip to middle-America tomorrow until Wednesday evening with two co-workers.Â
The girlfriend relationship is harder than I expected. You see, I wasn’t planning to get into anything serious. I really was just looking for a good time, a pleasant diversion, nothing emotional… I guess that’s typical - when you’re looking for a serious realtionship, you can’t find it. When you’re looking for a little light-hearted fun, destiny decides to fuck with your heart. Destiny is a bitch that way. Mind you, I’m not complaining - it’s just not what I had planned and you know how I love surprises.
Not much else to say right now - gotta get packing for the trip tomorrow.
A lot has happened in the last few weeks - I can’t believe it’s been so long since I posted - so I’m going to hit the high points in bullet form and not in chronological order …
- My girl-pal is officially my girlfriend
- I start a fulltime, with benefits, RealJob ™ tomorrow morning in Jersey City, NJ.
- Because I haven’t taken a session since February, I am now listed as an Independant on Rapture’s website instead of one of thier house dommes.
- Going forward, Prometheus magazine will be a web-based publication.
- I have dreams that I started smoking again but it’s only my subconscious fucking with me. I haven’t and I am pretty sure that I won’t. It’s still rough, every day is a battle, but I’m not going to give in again.
- My cats and my puppies restore my serenity. I’m going to miss the hell out of them during the week, when I’m sleeping at Daddy’s place to avoid the long commute.
- My new vertical nipple piercings are healing nicely.
You may now return to your regularly scheduled programming and I’ll try not to let another 3 weeks pass before I make another update.
… but I’m really tired too!
In reverse chronological order, from last night to my last entry, behind the cut. Continue reading ‘I’m having a great time…’
Last night I got to spend some yummy time with a good friend who I haven’t seen for months. I brought him a present just cause I saw it and thought of him and he got me a present too! Gotta love that! Darling, if you’re reading this, thank you again! I can’t tell you how much that soft, smooth rubber means to me. Of course, you could probably tell from all of the screaming… Hehehe! :)
Tonight, I finished my notes for the Prometheus Summit Meeting tomorrow night and told the story of my exploits at DOSF to Flagg, Kimi and Soulhuntre. Now all I have to do is write them down and change the names to protect the guilty. 
Another time - now I’m off to catch some sleep and prepare for another week on the job.
A quick overview of the week ahead:
- Tonight I’m going to spend some time with a friend I haven’t seen in months! Two busy people and many rescheudled meetings = months between trists
- There’s a nor’ easter heading this way so I’m going up to Kimi & Daddy’s place tonight so I don’t have to deal with the weather tomorrow or Monday morning before going back to the freelance day-job.
- Monday night is the Prometheus Summit Meeting at TES. I still need to work up an agenda and finalize my arguements - they’re on tomorrow’s to-do list.
- Tuesday I’m planning to come back home for a puppy play date and a night in bed with my kitties. It’s amazing how much I miss my animals during the week!
- Wednesday I’m going to help Mistress Trish pierce her slave’s ears.
- Thursday there’s a benefit for the MS Prision Project at Arena Studios in NYC.
- Friday I’m coming back home to see my animals and destress from the week of running around.
At this rate I have to wonder when am I going to get to cash in my rain checks? <sigh> not enough hours in the day!
I had such a good time at TES’ Drag Prom on Friday! I was all dressed up - pictures coming soon - and had 5 scenes over the course of 5 hours. Damn fun, all of it. I have to get some sleep so a full write-up isn’t possible right now but when I get home from DOSF next week, I promise I’ll write about it:) Hugs!!!
I’ve been bitchy, grumpy and generally moody fo the last week or so. I was planning to blame it on hormones but Daddy tells me there might be more to it. The good news is my mood is improving today and I’m no longer avoiding my medications ‘just cause’.
This week looks like it’s going to be another busy one but I don’t mind - at least I won’t be bored! If you’re in the area, drop by TES on Tuesday to learn about cigar play and hang out with some cool folks.
Over the Edge - When Fantasies Go Too Far
with Goddess Tatsumi and Soulhuntre
Most of us have disturbing fantasies at one time or another - thoughts of death, drowning, cannibalism, castration or other extreme fetishes.
Does that make you insane or evil? Does it mean you really want to do these things? What if your partner has dreams that are way beyond your limits? Soulhuntre and Goddess Tatsumi take you on a trip to the darker parts of the darkside and talks about things even many hard-core BDSMers don’t like to talk about. Can you play on the edge without falling in, or is it a slippery slope into the abyss?
Daddy and I weren’t supposed to give this class but the presenter cancelled this week so we were asked to fill in. Since we do a lot of this taboo stuff, I figured we could manage to fill an hour or two talking about it and fielding questions. If you’re in the area, come on down and get a glimpse at the dark inner-workings of our minds. <grins>
In freelancing - when it rains, it pours. I have three different companies looking at me for work over the next few weeks. Since I can’t afford to sit around waiting for the best offer, I’m accepting the shortest term contract (about 3 weeks) and am telling the other two that I will be back in the game and ready to play in April. Here’s hoping I haven’t just shot myself in the foot.
What this means for you - I will not be home, in front of the cam, during the week. I’ll be staying with Kimi & Daddy Monday night thru Friday morning and returning to my cats & dogs on the weekends.
I know your bummed but please wish me luck anyway because you love and adore me and you want me to be happy. A happy Tatsumi is a more-often-naked Tatsumi
Back in October of 2003, I stumbled across the following ground rules. I’m now posting them here so I don’t lose them again. Hopefully, they’ll help you as much as they’ve helped me. This is NOT posted towards anyone in particular. Continue reading ‘Ground rules for constructive fighting’